Are you still enthralled?
Or weary of my heroics?
I am all earnest now,
not just trying to knock you
off my feet, you know.
I’m overly dramatic,
at least in my writing.
It’s got to be, with a little
There’s this thought I have.
That with all life’s predatory
antics, which I loathe,
will there be peace? Peace
then I give to you.
Sad when people get eclipsed
out, you and I too, will
just fly out of the house.
Good thing too. Then what?
It must’ve been a dream.
Sometimes I feel that I’m just a steward. You are too. What are you given stewardship of? Would that be duties that you carry out? Each in our world do we carry on performing acts of stewardship. This too, this writing stuff. I don’t even know why I do it. Does it even matter? But because it happens so naturally for me, I feel I’m just going with the flow. Then the wind changes direction, as it must, and the flow goes elsewhere. I’ll have to go then. One more month. So for today, think about the question of stewardship.
Now hold my drooping head.
Go on telling me things.
In that way life continues
to be piquant, sometimes
even sacred, a strange
In that way do we begin
to be conspiratorial.
In the disquieting silence
where no one knew nor cared
there’s mystery and power.
You made a difference.
Even if life’s discontinuous.
And all other threads get
broken, and we’re called
to bury the damn hatchet,
there’s a light reflecting
off the glassy stillness.
Whaddaya know, it’s mid July. June’s pretty much wedding season. And the holiday season’s not quite over is it? Frankly the past year(s) have been illuminating. In terms of friendships, life, love, writing, whatever. And no it’s not quite over yet. Coz we’re not done living yet. I watched a Ted talk yesterday. The guy talked about human needs. The need for certainty. Sure. The need for uncertainty. Err yes, because life gets boring otherwise. The need to feel significant. Wahoo. The need for connection and love. Connection, yes. Love, too scary. I’ll leave you with a quote from Vladimir Nabokov: “At eighty-five…he saw his decline as a ripening and an apotheosis.” Hope you’re inspired to write already.
He’s a really cool guy.
I’d say the hippie eco type,
wore his hair long, messy
held by a bandana, his pants slouchy,
real comfy, and he padded around
in brown crocs.
His apartment reeked a musky
smell that clung to hair,
the air and the furniture.
Everything moved so slow
being there with him,
I felt like screaming.
It’s just sad, the way things
moved bit by bit, or the way
they started up then stopped,
we’d backed away then would
start up again so each time
the odds would go lower.
Day 28. Where did yesterday go? Well, it went for a walk in the forest and I lost its trail. So you’d have to wait till I find him. Or is it an ‘it’? I checked out Robert Brewer’s smell prompt and decided to jump right to it. One has to follow gut instinct right? Right. So technically there’re two more days to go. Let’s go. Wait. What’s the scent?
There was a laughing Buddha
carved in reddish brown,
about three feet tall.
Right on the staircase
landing, he so reminded me
of his amiable dad.
Like the rosewood furniture,
the Oriental carpet,
the cuckoo clock which chimed
on the hour, all those
the searing loss.
He’d wore the sarong,
and raised his eyebrows,
so out of range, rapturous
once, not unimportant but
a legend of long ago
and still as a pond.
Day 21. I’m officially weary. Nine more days to the gate, and yay, I’ll be done with this kind of poeming pretty much! So Robert decided to have mercy on us and asked for an object poem. Too easy peasy? Only, why stop at one object when you could have a list? A small list or even a rapturously long one. Why? Because desire doesn’t cure itself. Just when you think you don’t need one more thing, you see and you need. It feels like a seizure, if you know what I mean. This wanting. It’s human nature is it not? Damn you, human nature!
She’s into fossils, evidence on
grayness, brushwork, needles,
shell remains, inscriptions,
a fringe of history,
atoms of prophecy.
Dull as crows, Adrienne said.
She walked into the crisp air,
drew her cardigan close,
sniffed the magnolias,
heard the sound of spring.
Ah nothing changes,
and everything does.
Day 6 now. And I’m almost losing count.
Robert Brewer wants us to write about sound. What sounds do you hear? I can hear children. Birdsong. Water in a small fountain. Life is filled with sound isn’t it? Then those familiar sounds when people you know speak. It’s all too familiar. What a poem does…is to defamiliarize by framing it, giving it a kind of structure. Life isn’t like that. It is fluid. Freeze frame life? Yup. Do it.
In case you didn’t realize, my prompt is just so you can submit your poem to Red Wolf Poems, and submission there is the same as submission to Red Wolf Journal. Not confused? Good.
The bombs rained on us like sirens
calling out to a nether world.
Insubstantial ones! They called out
and Harold shivered, pallid
and peed in his pants.
When he hid in a dark cellar,
he thought, in murky exuberance, of
his aunt’s seaside bungalow.
Edmund his cousin and he would go
on holidays to swim in the afternoon.
Nights with no electricity.
The boys would lit a carbide lamp
at six o’clock. First calcium carbide
then add water. Bring the candle closer,
Edmund, so I can see how much water.
Into the can the candle fell in
a burst. The boys’ faces burned.
An Indian sweeper passing by cut
a banana leaf, squeezed its sap
to leaven stinging rosy cheeks.
They roamed the streets, played in
crates. Too much melodrama in the
large landscape–when the second bomb
dropped, the Japs surrendered sword.
There was a big victory parade.
The Union Jack was raised,
the national anthem played–God Save
the King! Harold then walked from
the Padang to Telok Kurau. Up on
the foothills peace reigned.
Write a poem about nationalism. However that expresses it for you. How is that precious to you? How much of nationalism goes into making you? You could do it in a memoir form, which would mean how it was for you growing up in the country in which you were born. Describe the landscape, the people, the habits and how all of that become part of you. You get the idea. I’d like a peek into the country that made you.
Aren’t we all solicitous of America?
What surge of pride?
I dreamed of a rocky wilderness.
A Republican America,
and we all grew querulous,
yet purified in office, may you be,
with a briefcase full to
match that swagger, and stand tall,
America, diverse and all.
I woke up to watch the live streaming of Trump’s inauguration. I wish you well, America. What sort of values will you espouse? Write about it maybe. Oh the dignity of that office, and how Trump will carry it, the world watching in bated breath. Holding it holding it holding it.
Perhaps in a past life I’d been
by the universe. Georgia sure was.
She was and she was.
Expensively dressed, wild hair,
But thinking gives us all
a familiar dread. Like Wordsworth
who’d dreamt up his immortality ode,
we’d aroused within a kind of shine,
and said with rebuke to all bad things
like hard labor and squalor, and even its
converse, idleness, lack of purpose–
I’m Georgia, and why do I even have to
put up with it: I’ll be prodigious
and I’d be getting ahead.
Prompt: “Magic is everywhere if only we’d knew where to look.” I read this quote/thought this morning. It’s one of those gentle reminders. It’s also the reason why we’re poets. We look and we look, don’t we? So here’s a relevant quote from Wordsworth’s “Ode: Intimations of Immortality from Recollections of Early Childhood”, which I’d first came across in my lit geek uni days:
“Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting:
The Soul that rises with us, our life’s Star,
Hath had elsewhere its setting,
And cometh from afar:
Not in entire forgetfulness,
And not in utter nakedness,
But trailing clouds of glory do we come
From God, who is our home:
Heaven lies about us in our infancy!
Shades of the prison-house begin to close
Upon the growing Boy,
But he beholds the light, and whence it flows,
He sees it in his joy;
The Youth, who daily farther from the east
Must travel, still is Nature’s Priest,
And by the vision splendid
Is on his way attended;
At length the Man perceives it die away,
And fade into the light of common day.”
Ponder upon it and come up with some magic, will ya?